Reactions, not ratings

The shelf.

I don't do star ratings.

Right now, in my bag

The Year of Magical Thinking cover

The Year of Magical Thinking

Joan Didion

I highlighted page 84 until it tore. Read it if you've ever wanted to be understood and terrified of it at the same time.

Books that wrecked me

Handled with paper cuts

Ariel cover

Ariel

Sylvia Plath

The precision of her pain is almost surgical. Every line is a clean incision I didn't know I'd asked for.

Gray's Anatomy cover

Gray's Anatomy

Henry Gray

I keep going back for the hand. Twenty-seven bones, each a small miracle of leverage. Nobody writes love letters like anatomists.

When Breath Becomes Air cover

When Breath Becomes Air

Paul Kalanithi

I finished it at 3 a.m. and sat on the kitchen floor for twenty minutes not moving. This is the book that made me stop performing my decision to study medicine and actually start meaning it.

The Bell Jar cover

The Bell Jar

Sylvia Plath

The fig-tree paragraph lives in my chest. I've read it out loud to three separate people who weren't asking.

Being Mortal cover

Being Mortal

Atul Gawande

Changed the questions I want to ask patients someday. Which is the whole point of a book, if we're being honest.

Bluets cover

Bluets

Maggie Nelson

Two hundred and forty short pieces about the color blue. I don't know how she made that hurt. She did.